Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Dear Diary,
Content about today...
1) Dad's attitude in the eyes of the Chong sisters...
2) No money but pay-cheque is here
3) Air-Vin Services Pte Ltd
4) Poly registration coming soon
5) Driving
6) Grandfather going to operation soon
7) and etc...
on the 3-7-2007,
in the office,
lucia resign (WHY ?),
dad in ICU (oic),
Ms Tan resign too (Huh? bu shi bah),
become PA (so good got more $$),
Alex going off too (another one sian 1/2),
want to become own boss(aiyo),
bought mom a present be4 GST increase to 7%...
SK necklace cost me $168...(waaaa so ex),
no money liao...,
but pay-cheque comes in just nice,
about the gossip,
Dad is the one (can change topic anot),
a santa claus in everybody eyes,
(WHY?)
Cousin no Hp... (his father wont buy for him huh),
No Hp huh? i give you lor... (F*** la),
scold us even if we are in the wrong or not too
(crazy sia),
i always wonder is he really my father anot...
or some crazy man...
no father love since young...
last time we do but until my youngest sis came...
no more... and a step higher than other ($$),
no more...
lets stop talking about him...
if not i will be thinking of ways to take my revence...
but mom no matter where she is...
i will find her... i will treasure her...
i will never let her undergo stress...
when the time is right its my turn to take care of her...
poly registration,
coming soon...,
driving practice...
next next monday onli (waaaa so fast wor)
gong gong going operation...
after chatting with nic abit...
i actually very scared loosing him..
so is everybody...
but i must be strong and and always be strong...
sorry to all people regardless of young old or whatever...
i admit i've no respect to anybody... your cant blame... not becoz of no canning of what but i just want to say, its my family background that you can never understand except the people in here...
i was very timid and quiet to my elders i respect them.. and never talk back in the past... but always seeing the people i love very much being talk back and eventually laugh at... i may bring down the face of my family becoz i'm a EM3 standard... but u can never look down at me and my family... we have conflicks and gossip so bad about my granny till i've change to protect them... and not to respect anyone... ANYONE...
and now "chosen ones" i hate most probably dont talk to me coz looking at me might give them nitemares hahaha... but what to do... i was just protecting my love ones...
thank you for letting me share
with you my hidden stuff...
saying out makes me feel better....
and people like dyon, mdm ng (dyon's mom), and many more...
though i gave your a bad impression in the past but
now i seek your understanding to know a little more about me...
(you can ignore but i hate to leave such a thing in your hearts)
so no bad feelings when i come to clear it..
and taking them away too...
Hahahah..
Peace...
