Saturday, June 23, 2007
Dear Diary,
Currently stress with a lot of questions now... After chatting on the phone with Zhanhui that day... Talking about the past and present and lots more... Why am i no longer looking for another guy? Did ... really regret after knowing me better? Am i really still waiting for... ?? What are the bad things (weaknesss) i have all along?
now i'm thinking... Have i change to the person i always wanted to... or still the same old Vernissa CEV... if haven, what the hell am i doing for the past few many days? How can i prove myself to be that person? How long will i take??? What are the many things that you are regarding too???
Questions!!! Questions!!! Questions!!! Questions!!!
I didn't know... i got so many... i can't take it anymore...
Why am i so Stupid, Stubbon, Idiot, im-matured, not independent, Short-tempered and weak????
STUPID IDIOT WAKE UP...
