Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Dear Diary,
today i sms him alot of things about sunday hoping that i wouldnt give him a misunderstanding why i did on that day... i told him every single move he did and i did and why... people have different points of views for example.. manage to hold a girls hand than she let go... why? was she shy...? no... did she hate her guy... no of cause not... den what the answer... becoz they are entering a temple.. its kinda funny to people who hear this but its not funny to me.. maybe its the believe in the person that made her did this... she wanted to stop the timing when her guy holds her hand... she wants to talk to him but she was afraid that things might didnt come out the way it was... so she keep very quiet and slience all day long on sunday afternoon to night... though she spoke to her frends a little but she was hoping to speak to her prince... coz she miss him so muc... but she was so scared to ask the same old questions and might letting him feel bored n sick... so she keep slience... she looks away when he looks at her... coz she dowan to show her sad face and changing his mood too... though thats was her biggest mistake... she felt gulity and told him... she waiting the whole day for his reply but there isnt any came back...
yesterday night she ask friends of hers to help her out as in giving advice what she can do... 1 told her alot... but in the end he ask her to ask another friend who is much closer to her prince... so she went to ask another friend in the end she got a scolding... and worst.... she cried n cried duno what to do and very confused... wanting to help her prince knowing he needs help but didnt tell out to her... her keeps asking herself y wad wrong wif her... did she did anythings wrong dis time...
she change to a new better girl... a lady... but she finds that her prince still very unhappy wif her... yes she changes... for herself... but actually its for him her prince... nw the princess is keep in a place where she stresses herself.. n asking lots of WHYs... WHY WHY WHY
