Monday, May 14, 2007
Dear Diary,
duno wan2 say or not... but its for him to find... i did told all e guys i have dated be4 but not him... coz every1 wishes us dat there's no future in us... but dats e reason y i wanted to b wif him... i wan2 change his future... i wan2 help him... but nw seeing a leaf fly off my hands... n join the rest... its happy n sad for mi... but keeping it lock in here is no use at all... Free i say... ur Free... Go find ur love liao... bye bye... n yes i also be ur frend... if u nid mi can always contact mi... if u nid a shoulder to cry on yes i will still lent u... coz i mus be e strong verni... canot anyhow break down... but e fact is i duno how... so hack care to it... so frends dun nid to wori bout mi i wun kill myself... or injured myself... but i onli know how to torture myself... haha...
i'm sori irene i didnt wan u to wori or hate mi coz i did smoke onli 2 sticks... but dats e past liao... wads done is done... so dun wori i not going to take up smoking anymore... coz i mus rmb... IRENE JEAN NICHOLAS WILL COME KILL MI FOR SURE... hehe... so dun wori but if i did... go ahead n do wadeva u wan bah... but dun do until to far la...
k la happy smiling always e verni is here liao... yahoo...
