Sunday, May 13, 2007
Dear Diary,
the day before mother's day... a day i will never forget... me n him is no longer together... wondering its a happy thing to ppl or sad thing for me...
feel like crying but its just hurt in my heart no tears nth... but too pain dat i can never forget... irene scold me in amk park behind e mrt... but onli a little i did... den it started to rain heavily... irene was angry wif mi a smoke 2 sticks yesterday... too stress n didnt know wad to do... n i did... be4 lunch n after lunch... i felt gulity but wads done is oready done... i cant change dat... its realy hard to forget him jus lidat or even becoming frends... he lied n lied... but i believe wad he said... forgiven him many times... but every1 agreed dat he is realy not for him... i just wan2 prove them wrong... but he prove me wrong... i just duno wad to do... nicholas rasul yongsiang thomas eric cared for me... i'm glad... but i will just keep on smiling n just become a workocholic n not finding any more guys...
y mus i come to this earth... y mus i hurt so many great guys... i'm sorry...
i will just b dat bad girl who doesnt understand ur n keep hurting ur feeling... i think being single all e way is best for me... n best for ur...
n for dyon u... friends... not at e rite time... when the time is rite i will give u e answer okay... not nw... it will b too hurtful for me to face u... coz breaking down inside but showing a strong girl on e outside rite nw is really tough... gud bye
