Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Dear Diary,
yesterday was e most wonderful day i got... a present frm hell... starting i met irene den we walk around be4 we head to escape... having fun as usual but e thing came... sian 1/2... den went off lol... den go out nearly being knock me n irene down coz dis female driver den we went to NPC to report...
reach e MRT we wait for e rest to come... den saw my hubby tot everything will b ok... but he's going off around 8pm lidat... ltr at the chalet... dyon n adrain n irene drink.. i wan2 drink a sip also canot... Y? not fair... den tot going out to drink den xiuting lirong wanqi accompany me... den we bought other drinks but my drink couldn't pass... den dyon angry i angry... somemore i got dat stupid monthly thing i fuse up even more... i nearly a scene out of myself down there but i didnt... i jus walk away... he rode off...
we reach e chalet... we cut cake... den i sms hubby sori... but we didnt talk... he went off quietly i also dunoe... until irene told me.. i jus wan2 cry but cant cry out.. i wan2 die my legs dun let me...
y mus i b e jinx to spoil everybody moods frm happy to sad... y...
i nw veri sad... cant slp got nitemare n woke me up at 5+am... n injured my neck.. nw he dun talk to me today e whole day... my body at work but soul is looking for him... i veri scared he leaves me... i veri scared... veri scared... i dun wad to do oready... i dun wan2 lose him... o(T . T)o
can u let me have e chance to understand u better... pls...
R.I.P. Verni on 14 Mar 2007 time: 2030hrs
