Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Dear Diary,
i went to his hse dat day den i was being lock out coz he got no key to open... wanting to walk away but my legs jus stood there chatting wif him... until he found e key out of no where.... i'm been working these few days in my parents office... den they ask bout my future path... i still cant decide whr to go... but wanting to b a... (dats a secret... hehehe....) tml dads going overseas wif fujitsu company... n bof my parents r really busy... tml i still got stuff to do... arhhhh.... i'm so tired.. i nid a massage... my back n arms they are killing mi... i miss my hubby... hoping him to give mi a nice relaxing massage... but cant... we meet veri little these days... tot of asking him out... like a 1 to 1 date... this idea can throw into e trash bin liao... coz he told mi he's going to stay at hm n play maple the whole day.. n wif his maple gf (real god-sis)... sigh... mi jus a noob... also a noob to everybody... dyon chimliang vivian fabian n whoever my frends r playing in there... nw i'm lvl 23... but dats gud tooo mi coz i try to lvl up everyday be4 i go slp... but e hurt is still in my heart... A NOOB... in visual reality or reality i'm still a NOOB to maple player's eyes.... o(T . T)o
hubby i miss u... i so scared to slp at nite... i having scary nitemares... but u said they r fairytales... n every nitemares r all almost e same... LOSING U in my dreams... though i told u hubby be4 but u will jus laugh at mi n my nitemares....
wad am i going to do??? how can i erase those scary nitemares in my head....
