Sunday, December 17, 2006
Dear Diary,
today wake up very early to send x'mas cards to my frends though its a little bit early but too late for me... i'm leaving singapore tml wif my family on a trip to china... on e 26 dec den come back.. sori cant celebrate wif ya for chrismas... wish i could... den didnt know wat happen to me.. tot dat it was going to b dark and ready for diner but its lunch.. lost track in time... haiz.. paiseh... den ltr dad say going out to exchange $$$ got very angry coz he talks bout my future.... asking me to go poly if not work... we quarrel... coz he dun understand y am i doing dis... stupid idiot father of mine... wish him dead since the day he slap my face... so wat he brought us good things.. i dun like... becoz of him.. i hav2 suffer... stupid... den i got angry... my mood dat i hate to show came to my mind.. "killer mind-set"... i curse he die.. i curse to rain, rain till it flood, strong wind blew went we were in e restuarant... a lamp drop... a bulb explode... e waiter trip n things were flying to customers' plates... i think god read my mind... i was so blown up... but lucky i'm able to eat my diner or else i'll b hitting e walls n tables... or ppl... crazy hor... but i was chill... nth happen... den e rain starts to calm n stop den it showers again... back at hm didnt do muc but pack for my trip... man dis is e 1st time i bring so little things.... wow shocking...
