Thursday, November 23, 2006
Dear Diary,
we are back together again... so happy... yesterday was our 1month aniversary... he give me a bear n a pink tigger... i gave him a dog kinda looks like him... but sad too coz he's busy these few days... n he stil hav his council too... we seldom msg to each other already... bored without him... wanted to take neo-print with him since he cut his hair... but he got no money... i tot of paying it... but my mood-swing... so bored... today come to skol wif cash... marni sick... we sat at e CSC tables there... waste our time chit-chating... but my purpose sitting there was to wait for him... den he came but he didnt say hi to mi... heart pain sia... jus a hi were make mi happy e whole day... but sad now... why? nvm mayb he's too stress... somemore he ltr going to simei ite investiture... ltr after PE dunoe go whr everybody busy... arh sian again... asked dyon he whole day not free... sian arh.... ltr stil got PE test... den go back to sc rm so sian... went out for lunch den i bought smth for hubby to munch in case he's hungry... ahpieng came den we play monopoly as usual he won again...
jus came back frm causeway pt jus bought 3 hairbands... den went back hm... life is so bored wifout him.. everytime he msg he wil jus say uh ok... i'm so scared when he reply dis... i'm afraid we wil b drifting further n further away whr nw we r starting too.... heelP.. I dun want dis to happen.. but y mus u do dis to mi... u said u want2 study... nw u say u wan2 b alone... hubby wat happen to u... u've changed.... i wan my old hubby back.... PLS COME BACK... HUBBY WHR R U?
poem:
On the 21st October 2006,
love came and brought us together,
i was drunk that day and u took care of me,
i was so shock but happy, thank you.
we both were scared,
u were afraid that we will last very short,
but we didn't,
i broke ur record.
i was afraid that we might not last forever,
but we pray not,
and u told me, u gonna married me,
i was happy, thank you.
u told me stories of the past,
i was heart broken,
but i finally found who i was looking for,
it's YOU...
you saw me with my other guy friends,
u got jealous,
i was with question marks,
but i now knew them,
i was happy, thank you.
you and your past,
heard them from my best friend,
i was very sad until now,
unforgetable,
but i try to forget them,
but now i'm ok.
i let you take something that i never
gave to other guys,
my true love,
i never forget it,
we were happy and shy.
Haiz.
our 1month aniversary,
we were happy that we chould made this far,
we ex-change gifts,
they were all cute,
i hug them to sleep every night,
i was happy, thank you.
exam period is coming soon,
we have to study,
we are starting to drift apart,
coz you said you want to concentrate,
i gave you space.
soon you leave your toy cars at a corner,
and start to read books,
i wait n wait,
waited till i ask.
Why wouldn't you wana play with me?
you said you want to be alone,
now leaving you in a big library,
waiting for you there at the same playground to
play with me again.
_end_
a shout-out frm me to you:
good luck in your exams Hubby,
a single sms you send means a lot to me,
even a HI! will too also brighten up my day,
never feel being alone when you got a someone special by you side everyday...
treasured what you have now before the time past
and it's too late to change....
