Saturday, November 25, 2006
Dear Diary,
today went out to meet dyon 1st den go down to bugis to meet jean... stil as usual cant forget bout him yet.... i told dyon... he said it takes time... yeah he's rite.. now trying my best to forget him... i hope... so pain... he whisper to himself, he n u are nomore, good..., saying i got no freedom wof him... i didnt understand wat he meant... but nvm. after dat day i everyday dream bout him... so pain... so tired... den try to hyper myself to buy lots of things but in e end didnt got anything for myself... but saw clothes n shoes... asking my mom to buy for mi liao... very nice mayb i can wear to my guad... hehe... i've began to change.. alot... cant b my old self again... no... i wan to b stronger n dun let dis stupid guys cheat mi again... no more u hear no more... i was suc an idiot in e past... i make sure those who hurt mi be4 n nw... U WILL REGRET... U WILL... 2 days didi cal mi to check out on mi... tink he wori bout mi... or smth else... nvm... dun wori i'm ok... nw got to concentrate on my studies... final term liao... if not i go work at my mom's office.... learn to open business... or go poly or private... try to stride in to poly learn business or design... think nw feeling muc better...
