Sunday, July 02, 2006
Dear Diary,
So long never log-in cause i been home very late... and have nothing interesting to say... But today i've got a meeting at 12nn at northpoint with our own working force talking bout our homework... we discuss... Den i heard from Nic, 'HE's' coming... i was soo happy but i didn't espress out only... but later 'he' went to meet vivian with enghan... i felt weird... i just cant think straight... i tried to think positive i forced myself to... but i couldn't... i lied to 'HIM' saying dat i'm sick but i wasn't at all.. i just went of to meet my mum... i msg jean saying i'm confused... i afraid to loose 'HIM'.. i told 'HIM' alot of my stuff but i think he forget oready... but 1 day i stop msging 'him'... i didn't know wat to msg 'him'... 'HE' didn't know wat type of person i am yet... 'HE' only know i've changed to become a independant lady... but not knowing i'm a very easy jealous lady... 'HE' is very close to girls... but 'he' mite or 'he' not know where 'he' went how far... i am happy bout my frends could be with their guys everyday but they too did complain dat their guys never company them on this day or that day... but for me i only sees him once a week... once a week only... if most only 1 1/2 day... god tell me weather is he really in love with me or he jus wana play??... pls help me... is he saying all the mushy words just for fun??? i can't take it anymore.... my heart is broken....
